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I guess it’s fair to say I’m a creature of personal desire. And while that may be true, I also recognize that without the unique circumstances associated with my upbringing, there is little chance I’d be who I’ve become.My parents both worked for a large hedge fund and were killed during the World Trade Center collapse in 2001. I was only one year old at the time and too young to understand what had happened. I still have some fuzzy memories of my parents, but nothing I can really recall in detail.I was adopted by my Aunt Jessie who lived North of Tampa and worked as a marketing director for the Bucs. She was my Mom’s only sibling and was the free spirit of the family, living with her life partner, who I came to know as Aunt Deb. Both of them were amazingly loving, and nurturing. All their friends were part of the LGBT community and I had no idea that my “family” was unique until I started school and discovered that most kids had what some would refer to as more traditional families.To me though, I never would have wanted bursa escort things any other way. They were always taking me on some new adventure, and I got to see life through their eyes all the beauty it had to offer.I also grew up totally comfortable with the human body and didn’t see it as anything to be covered or embarrassed about. We had a large backyard and pool and both my Aunts shunned the need for swimwear and were active naturists. I can honestly say I’ve spent more time naked than clothed.I think I was probably fourteen before I realized my body wasn’t developing the way other boy’s bodies were. I had always been skinny, with narrow shoulders and finer features than my friends, but my voice still hadn’t broken, nor had I developed any hair on my body. I talked to Aunt Jessie about this and she took me to a close friend of hers who was a doctor to run some tests.The initial physical exam didn’t turn up anything out of the ordinary. I was actually very well “developed” in the manhood area, although bursa escort bayan he noted my balls and scrotum were smaller than normal. The lab tests though revealed a very low testosterone level in my system.The doctor said he could prescribe testosterone treatments that should bring on a normal puberty phase for me. I told him I’d like to think about it and talk with my Aunts some before making a decision.Over dinner that night, I told my Aunts I liked who I was and how I looked and didn’t think I wanted to go through the treatment. They said it was totally my choice and the only thing that mattered was me being who I wanted to be. I explained that if I was totally honest, I actually preferred being more female.I told them I had much more in common with women than men and the idea of having a muscular body with lots of body hair totally turned me off. They suggested that it might be a good idea to go through some counseling to fully understand my feeling and desires, which I agreed to do.Over the course escort bursa of the next six months, I was able to confirm my preference for living as a female, although my sexual orientation was very much up in the air. That said, the idea of going through a full sex change operation didn’t appeal to me either. I decided on my own unique path, with my Aunts fully embraced.With my exceedingly low testosterone level, my voice never really dropped and my body retained it’s slighter frame. I let my hair grow out and my Aunts helped me learn to do my hair and makeup and helped me choose a female wardrobe. They also began home schooling me so I could make the transition without dealing with all the social challenges of doing it publicly while in school.By the time I was sixteen, I had been living as a girl for over a year and a half. I could go out with my Aunts and their friends and be totally confident of being accepted as their niece, and a very attractive one at that. I was completely flat chested, but wore a bra with inserts that gave me modest, but acceptable looking breasts.Everyone fully accepted me being trans and I think my Aunts assumed that eventually, I would make a decision to fully transition once I was ready. Other ideas were developing in my head though.
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